Plato is dear to me, but dearer still is truth.
— Aristotle
I started this blog at the end of 2006, when I was a fundamentalist Christian. During 2010, I posted no articles, because I was in the midst of studying my way out of my religion. At the beginning of that year, I ran across articles that pointed out where the Book of Daniel contained inaccurate historical information. As I studied to try to disprove those claims, I found that the evidence actually came in against the Bible’s inspiration, not in support of it. That led me into further studies about the prophecy fulfillment issues, the internal inconsistencies, the historical and scientific inaccuracies, and all the problems involved in selecting and assembling the various manuscripts. And then, of course, there are all the problems with Christianity’s doctrines, not to mention the philosophical considerations.
Coming to terms with all of that information was incredibly difficult, especially since my wife and I were raising three young children. We eventually reached a point where we knew we could no longer call ourselves Christians, and we did not want to raise our children under a set of beliefs that we felt were false. But this presented even more problems for us, since our families were strictly observant Christians who believed they had to sever relationships with any who left the faith.
This blog discusses how I navigated my way out of faith, and it illustrates how religion can actually be very damaging, even though most people assume it’s helpful, or at least innocuous. In the beginning, this blog was intended as a beacon to help draw people closer to Christ, but now I use it to help undo some of the falsehoods I helped spread as a Christian. You’ll find some of my more substantial posts linked below.
About the Blog’s Title
“Finding Truth” is a goal — an aspiration. I’m not claiming to have found truth; this blog simply represents my ongoing goal of reaching it.
Why Do I Blog?
A Brand New Direction
Why Do I Blog?
What Have I Gained? (by leaving Christianity)
The Story of My Deconversion
Start here: How It Happened: My Deconversion Part 1
On Withdrawal
Withdrawal Part 1: My Situation
Withdrawal Part 2: Doctrinal Considerations
Skeptical Bible Study
Skeptical Bible Study: The Book of Daniel
Family Ties: Nebuchadnezzar, Nabonidus, Belshazzar, and Nitocris
Skeptical Bible Study: Tower of Babel
The Book of Job: Serious or Satire?
“Times of Ignorance”
Bloody Well Right
Romans 9: A Divine and Fickle Dictator
Jewish Disciples Wouldn’t Have Created the Idea of a Resurrection?
Prophecy Failures
Does the Bible Contain True Prophecies?
Prophecy Part 1: Introduction
Prophecy Part 2: Throne Forever
Prophecy Part 3: Egypt & Rachel
Prophecy Part 4: Triumphal Entry
Prophecy Part 5: Virgin Birth
Prophecy Part 6: Tyre (You can also check out this post: This City Doesn’t Exist)
Prophecy Part 7: Isaiah 53 & Psalm 22
Prophecy Part 8: Conclusion
Cities Without Walls
Series on the Prophecy of Tyre
Part 1: The Prophecy at Face Value
Part 2: A Brief History of Tyre
Part 3: Mainland or Island?
Part 4: The Details
Part 5: Final Thoughts
Tyre by the Numbers
Contradictions in the Bible
Contradictions Part 1: Introduction
Contradictions Part 2: Two Examples
Contradictions Part 3: Brief Examples
Contradictions Part 4: Hares Chewing the Cud
Contradictions Part 5: Out of Egypt
Contradictions Part 6: Jesus’s Genealogy
Contradictions Part 7: Judas
Contradictions Part 8: The Crucifixion
Contradictions Part 9: The Resurrection
Contradictions Part 10: Conclusion
Contradiction: Was There a Sojourn in Egypt or Not?
The Problem With Hell
The Importance of Hell
The Problem of Hell Part 1: Textual Issues
The Problem of Hell Part 2: Logical Issues
The Problem of Evil
Morality
Is Color Objective or Subjective?
Objective Rock Music
The Bible’s Morality
Why, as an Atheist, Do I Value Morality?
What About My Children?
Miscellaneous Aricles
The Big Picture
Why Some People Believe the Bible (And Why the Reasons Aren’t Good Enough)
Frustrated
God Made Us This Way — It’s Only Reasonable He’d Be Angry About It
Letter To Kathy (the Bible Has Problems)
Love and Compulsion
Is It Fair to Expect Inerrancy from the Bible?
Hi Nate, hope you are going well 🙂
Over the years that you were involved in the COC church, it sounds as if its main teachings emphasised the the bible as the single and complete inerrant authority.
I just wanted to ask,
1. Was Jesus considered to be the Living Word, or was the bible considered to be the primary representative of God?
2. Which did the church focus more on – scripture, or praying and seeking guidance from Jesus? Or was this seen as the same thing?
3. How much focus did the church place on seeking Gods spiritual guidance?
I know that churches are made up of people 🙂 and peoples can vary, I was more asking about what the church itself taught while you were there and how did people respond to this.
Kind regards, Ryan
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Hi Ryan,
Thanks for the questions, and I’ve been doing great — thanks for asking. Hope you are too. 🙂
Jesus was considered to be the Living Word, as John lays out, but I’d still have to say that the most focus was placed on the Bible. The CoC believes that the time of miracles and direct revelation have passed (and there are several passages they’d point to to back that up). So while they do believe that praying for guidance is vital, they think that guidance comes subtly — they think it would be hard to point to specific moments and say, “that’s where God or Jesus told me _____ .” They think the guidance comes by giving us realizations during Bible study, etc.
So everything really comes down to the Bible, because it’s pretty much “set in stone.” If someone were to say that God had told them to do something that went against what the Bible said, people in the CoC would not believe them. The Bible is paramount, because people’s feelings can often be misleading.
Does that help? Let me know if some of my answer needs more clarification.
Thanks again!
Nate
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Thanks for your thoughtful response Nate, always appreciated
Yes I think you clarified things. I’ve been thinking about this a lot lately.
I was wondering though,
If a writer can accidently place a typo on the in the print of a translation of the bible, which has been done before –
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bible_errata (Bible errata)
Then it seems that the bible is only a pointer to God. The books themselves are not perfect, because perfection would then make one translation as perfect and discount all others.
Which then extends to the question – if the books are perfect, which translation does the COC take as being the perfect inerrant word of God?
I don’t think this discounts the core message of salvation or the accounts of Christ – since translations are part of the evolution of language, and language strikes me to be a vehicle, rather than The destination.
You wrote, “So everything really comes down to the Bible, because it’s pretty much “set in stone.” If someone were to say that God had told them to do something that went against what the Bible said, people in the CoC would not believe them.”
I wonder though, isn’t this kind of what the Pharisees and the Sadducees did when Jesus claimed to be the Son of God? Weren’t these groups of people also working off past scripture and being very careful not to depart from their former set understanding of what those scriptures mean? Jesus makes reference to this when referring to the Pharisees (John 5:37-39).
And I appreciate that those very words come from the bible 🙂
But is it possible that the bible can be an idol in and of itself, in the sense that it by treating it as inerrant it closes people up, since then the book is the end point, and nothing goes beyond the book. But if the books purpose is to point to God then the book is not the end point, and it points beyond it, where it explains life is found. If people are to focus on words in a book only, on the letter and treat that letter as the conclusion.
Considering that there are so many translations, If language is the vehicle to understanding, then maybe the letter is not as important as the intension of the book, which is namely in Christianity – to point to Christ as God and Saviour.
And then I also wonder, where in the book(s) does the claim to perfection exist? If it’s there, I haven’t found it. There are references to inspiration (Timothy 3:16) but does this then ascribe the book(s) perfection in written form?
It also seems to me that there are immense dangers through this line of thinking. Islam also carries the belief of divine perfection in words but pushes it even further. Even though they were an offshoot of Christian scripture, many see the Qur’an as the sole divine Word in and of itself, that it is literally Gods word, therefore Gods native tongue is speaks Arabic, since Arabic is the language.
Because of this, it follows (arguably) the Qur’an can never be “truly” translated. It is set in stone. This has caused many divisions as to how this inerrant perfection should be interpreted.
If anything, I think here is a longstanding example of where the evolution of language is stifled, and the vehicle of communication is treated as the destination itself.
Words are then treated as Divine Authority, rather than pointers to divine Authority. The book is then considered “The Conclusion”, and why would people go beyond the Conclusion?
Could it be instead that the book communicates the importance of a fellowship with God – it doesn’t claim to be god. If this is so then what matters is what goes beyond the book. Prayer and Gods guidance then becomes an important focus, rather than just biblical hermeneutics and Exegesis.
The focus can then be moved beyond the book(s) to instead focusing on the teachings in action and the Authority the book points to. The spiritual becomes the focus. If God exists beyond the book, if the book points to that existence then I think the more important question is – is there anything beyond the book?
Is there a God where the book points to? That to me is the more important question 🙂
Apologies for the length of this post, but it’s helped me organise my thoughts.
All the best, Ryan
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Hey Ryan,
You bring up some great questions.
They do understand that translations are tricky issues. Most of them wouldn’t say that there’s only one “right” translation; however, they tend to shy away from the translations that try to “dumb down” the text. They worry that there’s too much room for error there, and they prefer to stick to translations that try to be precise with each word and thought. Most people in the CoC will use the ASV, NKJV, or ESV. You might occasionally find one that likes the NIV, and every now and then you’ll find an elderly person that prefers the KJV.
But this is where it gets tricky. Yes, there are some dangers inherent with their approach. At the same time, what’s the proper balance? Let’s take homosexuality as an example. The entire Bible teaches against it, but many Christians today (thankfully) are beginning to think that there’s nothing wrong with it. In such a situation, who’s right? The Bible, or our modern sensibilities?
If we say that the Bible is wrong on that issue, what other areas might the Bible be wrong about? At a certain point, one starts to wonder if the Bible really has anything to do with the true God or not. When people think God is speaking to them, does he identify himself as the God of the Bible, or is that just something they assume based on their upbringing and culture?
This is why I find it much easier to dismiss the Bible in its entirety. If God is powerful enough to create this entire universe, and he wanted to give us a written message, I trust that it would be of a much better quality than what the Bible is. So if there really is a God out there, I doubt he’s related in any way to Yahweh/Jehovah.
I totally disagree with the church of Christ on just about everything. But their approach to Christianity (relying completely on the Bible) makes more sense to me than the approach of Christians who don’t think Biblical inerrancy is important. For those in the latter group, I just don’t see the point of calling their beliefs “Christianity.” Why not call it deism?
Thanks again for offering your thoughts!
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It’s interesting. The more I think about the bible, it’s teachings, it’s story, it’s history, the less it makes sense as a moral or divine guide. I used to pray tirelessly that I would learn the truth and that i would see what’s really from god and what isn’t.
More and more I began to see the problems with the bible – the errors, the inconsistencies, the flaws and the moral atrocities. As I’ve said here before, the biggest thing that did it for me, after seeing the a fore mentioned, was the realization that I had always and only taken “man’s” word on it. God never told me anything – never showed me anything. Where or what was my faith in? I realized it wasn’t in god and couldn’t have been.
And if it really does all boil down to simply choosing what to believe, then how does Christianity become better than any other religion? You can look at it this way, or look at it that way, but I think if we were to really open our eyes, we’d see that approach is wishful thinking and that approach is “us” making it work by either dismissing or ignoring the problems.
It becomes like sitting around a fire. When the wind changes and the smoke starts getting in our eyes, we move around the fire out of the smoke. When the wind changes again, we have to move again. When many people see problems in their religion, instead of saying it’s a problem, they shift their view so that the problem is no longer in view, but eventually another problem will become visible, and they’ll simply shift their view again, and the cycle will go on forever… No matter how you look at the bible, problems will arise, and no matter how you try to solve the problem, it usually only creates more problems that will either have to be solved or ignored.
It’s funny in a way because on one hand many christians speak about what makes sense, or “we know this is what it means because…” but then they’ll turn right around and criticize reason when it points to a religious flaw, or they’ll say the old, “we cant understand god because his ways are higher than our ways.” Well which is it? can we understand “his will” or cant we? The real question however, is why should we even think the bible is “His”?
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I figure that If God is a Person then this Person then He can relate to us.
If God did become a man and express that if we seek we will find then if we continue to seek to follow God genuinely we will find God.
If God really did express that those who ask will receive, and if God does go beyond the physical, and prayer is how we express ourselves to Him, then if we genuinely ask of God Himself we will receive genuine answers.
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* I figure that If God is a Person as a Person He can relate to us.
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If we say that the Bible is wrong on that issue, what other areas might the Bible be wrong about?
Def see your point, this is someting that bugs me as well
When people think God is speaking to them, does he identify himself as the God of the Bible, or is that just something they assume based on their upbringing and culture?
I suppose that depends how He expresses Himself to us
But if a spiritual reality does exist and the Bible points to it, then a genuine revelation and response from God would come from the spiritual, and not just the physical words of a book, although these words could be involved as well.
Hi William 🙂
there are lots of things that unsettle me in the Bible, and I still haven’t read all of it. If the Bible is the only point of communication provided by God then God doesn’t go beyond the Bible.
If the account of the NT is the conclusion of God, instead of being the pointer to how to fellowship with God, then how is it relevent to us?
But, if the NT is a pointer to God becoming man and to how to follow the teachings of this man. If God communicates to us beyond just the words of the Bible on paper, then there is still relevence to the bible, but the bible is then not the only way God communicates with humanity.
Which I think is valid, since as far as I have read the bible clearly expresses that it is not the only way God expresses Himself to humanity.
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But how can you know this without God telling you this directly? And if God does speak to people directly, and the Bible does have problems (which is evident), what’s the point of the Bible at all?
I think trying to have it both ways is really just wishful thinking. Why would the supreme creator of the universe waste his time and ours with a flawed book when he can just speak to us directly? The fact that the Bible has flaws mean that you can never really be sure if what you’re reading in it is true. I just don’t see a being at God’s level operating in such a backward way. Doesn’t this say more about our reluctance to give up our cultural traditions than it does about the actual worth of the Bible? We want at least parts of it to be true, so we desperately try to find ways to hang onto it.
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I’m just thinking that because the Bible itself states that it is not the only way God expresses Himself to us, then doesn’t this make the bible a secondary source, since it is referring to a primary source, it doesn’t claim to be the primary source itself.
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But how can you know this without God telling you this directly? And if God does speak to people directly, and the Bible does have problems (which is evident), what’s the point of the Bible at all?
I can see where you are coming from
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Too, some of this depends on what you understand the Bible to say. Some people believe it teaches that God no longer speaks to individuals directly anymore, now that we have the complete written word. There are some passages that seem to indicate that, and I’ll try to pull a list of them together.
Still, it’s hard for me see the value of the Bible if we can’t completely trust it. And since God’s never spoken to me before, I have trouble finding a reason to believe any of it.
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Nate, do you mind If I could send you a question via email?
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Anytime! 🙂
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ok thanks, I think I’ve lost you email though
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Just sent you one.
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Thanks, just sent it through on your Public Email from your Gravatar
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William, I agree with nearly everything you said in your comment and I’d like to put a copy of it on my blog … with your permission.
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Thanks, nan, and you may do as you please.
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Hey Nate, I just wanted to say that this blog is really interesting. I daresay the best blog I’ve found yet dealing with religion, including mine. Write on. Good luck on your search for truth.
“Fix your mind on Me, be devoted to Me, offer service to Me, bow down to Me, and you shall certainly reach Me. ” – Bhagavad Gita (18.64)
Lux
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That’s a huge compliment, Lux! Thank you! And good luck to you as well. 🙂
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” And if God does speak to people directly, and the Bible does have problems (which is evident), what’s the point of the Bible at all?”
THAT’S WHAT I BEEN SAYIN MAN!
BTW, how you been:)
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lol! 😀
I’m doing great — how about you? Great to hear from you again!
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